i just realize how his one sentences or his one facial reaction can affect me a lot, more than it ever should. just like today, he was tired from shopping so i asked him the same simple question more than twice he was quite annoyed, and of course as the sensitive me i was (am) totally upset and depress over it. through out the whole ride from downtown back to home i have been thinkng, telling myself that i know something so small like this will happen in the future especially when i do want the spend the rest of my life with this man, so when this happens again how should i react, can i live like this forever (but i guess so right since no relationship is perfect) but how should i resolve the problem, pretend nothing happened and be all fine again, or confront him about how i don't like when he gives me attuide or that he is not welcome to shop with me ever again because majority of the time he gets pissed off over being too tired from endless and pointless walking around.

i guess i'll just let it be, things would be all good again after he has some rest, i'm sure as long as i just hang in there and hold my own emotions in everything will eventually work out again.