lucky me

i feel so great, without stress, and being able to feel that kelvin loves me feels great, he really makes my day, he is a huge part of my life, before we started dating i have always knew in the back of my head that no one can beat how important and great he is, however it wasn't til now that i truly know what i have always been missing out, what truly make him special. hes the person with the best heart, the most reasonable, the most giving person ever i feel so lucky that i get to be the girl kelvin loves and cherish. Starting from last april my life have been so much more happy, little things like him telling me he loves me can make me the happiest person on earth. I hope this can last til the end of time. I will never forget how happy this man can make me feel i really love him. Kelvin asked me a few times saying what happens if another guy like him comes along in the future would i leave him and go wif that guy, i know i have done that in the past but what he don't realize is, there will never be a guy like him, he is really one of a kind, i can go on and on saying how great he is but lets save that for the speech on my wedding day right hahaha.... i can't wait til he gets of bball in an hr and i get to hear his voice again, he is truly the one, the one that i can never stop loving, the one i can never have enough of. lets hope he will never read this site, if not this is going to freka him out, how big of a admirer i'm *totally addicted*


我不需要名我不需要利我不需要手段和心機我只要跟你手牽手一起看電影我只要躺在你懷裡聽你的呼吸我不要華服我不要寶石我不需要住在豪宅裡我只要每天纏著你聽你說甜言蜜語我只要緊緊抱著你聞你的氣息我不怕老 我不怕死我只怕活著的時候你不愛我我怕分開 我怕遺忘我不怕跟你一起上天堂 I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
除了LOVE YOU 還想說 THANK YOU 謝謝你愛我謝謝你疼我謝謝你在我這一生陪伴我讓我照顧你 讓我保護你讓我用盡全力去愛你讓我幫你剪指甲 幫你拔眉毛讓我幫你把煩惱 全部都趕跑你是我老公 我是你老婆這是我做過最美的夢我們要開開心心手牽著手要相親相愛走到人生的盡頭 �k^`O�biq�

薛凱琪 不知不覺

ahhhhhh .... i really wish u were by my side, i feel like i really need chu 24/7

unbearable anymore

I know i have been hidding it really good but i really have to let it out one way or the other now, for the past 2 months i have been realy stress because of school. Lately i feel like everything is out of my control, i have tried studying hard and being as prepare as i can before a midterm but it seems like it have not helped at all. I'm so lost, i don't know who i can share all of my feelings with i know i have kelvin who i'm really close with but for some reason i don't want hm to see that emotional side of me, and plus i know if i tell him how depress i have been feeling lately i won't be able to stop crying, he always make me so emotionally weak =P

Yesterday he told me he don't trust me at all and it just all of the sudden hit me that i'm actually very depress, i don't know why i feel like me and kelvin is currently not as close a we used to be when we were together, don't get me wrong i still love him lots or maybe even more but on the other hand i feel he is less attached with me, maybe is because he don't really have enough time alone (since i always get him to stay on the phone with me) aiiii i just really want us to see again because i know that will make us alot better. i guess now all i should focus on is school while hoping the time will go by asap.


- i wish he could just like me for who i'm NOW, love me for the person i'm NOW and consider nothing about the past but the present and future, i really don't ever want to mendtion or bring up the things that happened to me in the past anymore, can we just let the past stay in the best and make sure we can make the best out of the best for the coming years in the future, please just let me breathe please :'( i love him so much i can't afford to see this to end i really can't .......................................... please just trust me that i love you PLEASE :'( i really can't take this anymore....... *i can't stop crying*